This world needs more psychopaths to teach people what they really deserve.
People misunderstand that psychopaths are all criminals, instead they are most genuine people. People who are focused, people who work towards their goal.
Who’re not lost on their path are psychopaths.
Every behaviour reflects a personality, and being every personality is a hard job to achieve. Requires focus, dedication and positive attitude. And world calls them genius. Haha. No way! Psychopaths is the word.
Albert Einstein, Steve Jobs, Elon Musk, Da Vinci, Lance Armstrong, Pablo Escobar and many more. Everyone of them are psychopaths. They knew what to do and how to do. Just like the serial killers, psycho killers. Because they have a strategy which makes you think they are different. But they are not, and you’re not. You’re just fucking moron to understand things.
And yeah, I don’t like guitars.
Just like uberman sleep cycle, I have created smart sleep cycle. Instead of having regular 4 hours of gap, smart sleep consist of 3, 4, 5 hours of gap simultaneously.
I’m taking 6 naps each of 20 mins at 0100, 0400, 0800, 1300, 1600 and 2000.
Total 2 hours of R.E.M. sleep in day and saving 6 hours more for myself.
I’ll continue this cycle till January 2018 end. And if this is beneficial than maybe till the end of the year.
25 December, 2017
- 0130- Not able to sleep, just lied down.
- 0300- Little headache, had some coffee and food.
- 0545- Mind fresh, body tired, not able to get Nap2 properly.
- 0615- Really tired, back pain.
- 0700- Taken hot shower, Fresh, feeling awesome.
- 0850- At office after Average Nap3, feeling fantastic though!
- 1010- Sleepy but not tired.
- 1045- Tired and sleepy.
- 1640- Better, but didn’t got proper Nap4 and Nap5.
- 2200- Feeling good, Nap6 was OK.
- 0305- Feeling normal, a little hallucinations, Naps are not converting into sleep. Didn’t even had one dream since yesterday.
The minute I go for a Nap. The brain takes 15 Minutes to settle down for sleep. And after that alarms kicks off.
- 0325- Really sleepy, head ache, lying Down but not sleeping. Next Nap is in half hour, going to play some game online meanwhile.
- 0910- Nap3 was freaking awesome, it was a lil long more than 20 mins. Of Around 30 mins. But still sleepy, feeling tired and a little irritated.
- 0930- Coffee isn’t helping. I’m at a point where I’m blinking and it’s becoming a nap. I can sleep standing also.
- 1055- Took a nap of 15 mins, smoked a cigarette after like a month. Feeling zombie.
- 2220- A little headache.
I’m shifting to regualar uberman cycle, which is getting 20 mins nap after every 4 hours! Because when my brain will get used to this sleeping cycle i will automatically get asleep after every four hours. Not like 3,4,5 hours, which is already hard to understand now!!
- 0117- After Nap1 at 0000 Feeling bit relaxed, headache gone. Not even hungry. Maybe I’ll have some fruits.
Every time I wake up from a nap, I play a game of chess to check the patience level. Which is same like before.
- 0145- Being bored making me more lazy, need to find some task to fill time. Reading is making me yawn more.
- 0245- Sleepy as fuck. Trying so hard to be awake!!
- 1130- Nap2 became a good sleep of 5 hours. I’m so ashamed but feeling so good and rebooted.
I’m not gonna quite uberman until I really feel I’m not capable. I slept I know but I’m gonna try again and see where it takes me.
I’m giving a gap to prepare myself for the next time to try this cycle again.
Scared of happiness, don’t know where to go.
Life seems unsolved not having any mornings to show.
In this twilight zone, ohh I’m lost.
Doors are getting closed and window floats.
All the rushes are gone, all the thrill is gone.
Passed all the crush state, and again I moved to another state.
Why does it feel different this time, or I have forgotten what it’s like?
If life is like a valley of garden, then I’m just passing through butterflies.
Never thought I will wake up like this, yes everything is uncertain, and I tried so hard to understand this.
I believe time will show me the best path again, and I’m back to place where I was lost for so many days.
This time I need to buckle up and show my life is in my hand, but then again who the fuck cares what I do in the end.
They call me psycho, and they call me weird.
I have been myself, the real me. Not pretending that I’m normal and inside I’m not. Yes I’m not like you. Normal, boring and loopy. I’m the universe.
Then who is normal? All the two faced people around me.
And if I have no hidden layers of my soul, they are judging me on every personality I’m having.
Am I weird? I do all the carbohydrate people stuff. In my own way, and my own style.
Most time it’s by myself. So that makes me lonely?
Loneliness comes from heart, I might be alone but not lonely.
What happened to you? Yes you the person I’m talking to is not you, it’s inside you. I’m talking to the real you. I know it’s inside talking to you. But you don’t let it out. Because it’s dangerous!
Then who the fuck are you? What have you done? What are you doing? Why are you here? Where are you going?
Just stop and breathe!
B R E A T H E
I’m not psycho!! I’m just a better version of you.